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1st Kiss
I was totally tricked into the first kiss with Kane. We were planning to go to a friends birthday party but had some time to kill before. I had not gotten much sleep the night before and was exhuasted. So when I dropped by Kane's dorm room I really did not feel like doing anything. So Kane said that he had some cool screen savers and why did we just listen to music and relax and watch the screen saver. I thought why not I could use the down time . . . so there we are laying down and watching Kane's screen savers change with romantic music in the back ground when he moves close to me and the next thing I knoew we were kissing. Now it was not what I expected and I was very shocked over the whole thing. Boy just work hard to try to get a girl huh?
I Love You
Well it was very hard for me to admit that I was in love with Kane I fought it for a very long time. I had my share of bad relationships and I did not really feel like starting another one. So though I knew I liked Kane, I kept telling him that I just wanted to be friends. Well about 2001 or so (I am not sure when) Kane and I were having another "We should just be friends talk". Kane said at that time that he could not just be friends with me, it would be too hard. I reliezed that night that I could not be really happy if he was not in my life. That I could not imagine what life would be like if he were not in it. I finally admitted to myself that night that I was in love with him and that there was nothing I could do to change that. I was stuck!
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